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So what happened next?

23 Jul

HAHA. I have butterflies on my stomach, not because of anxiousness or kilig, but because of resent.

Why did I let myself fall?

Shit.

I’ve already told myself to trust my instincts. And still, I need to hit my head against something harder than it. Hoho.

I’m virtually laughing while reflecting on how stupid I am.

I want him. I want him gone. I want him for myself. I want…

I want him.

And I let myself get sucked into this infatuation.

Now the tables have turned.

I’m now the one who’s after him.

SHIT.

I need something to distract me and divert my attention.

I want him. I like him. I love him.

But I just know that he will hurt me.

So why do I still let him take over me?

Oh God, what have I done to myself?

I need someone to hit me in the head.

Any takers?

 
14 Comments

Posted by on July 23, 2010 in You! Read this!

 

14 responses to “So what happened next?

  1. Karren Renz Seña

    August 12, 2010 at 10:35 am

    Te! Ikaw na! Ikaw na ang sumasabak muli sa mapangahas na laro ng pag-ibig! Sampalin kita dyan eh. Magusap nga tayo sa Chockiss! Next week! Hahaha… Yikeeee… umaariba na naman ang sister ko!

     
    • Carizza

      August 13, 2010 at 9:36 pm

      Ay game, gusto ko yan, teh. HAHA.

      Umaariba naman ‘to, anong ‘kala mo sa ‘kin, nananalo? HAHA. :))))))

       
  2. kaye

    July 28, 2010 at 4:26 pm

    hmmm… i rest my case…😉

     
    • Carizza

      July 28, 2010 at 8:09 pm

      WAAA. Miss kaye, I still need your opinion, don’t rest yet. :((

       
  3. Lori

    July 27, 2010 at 6:06 pm

    have you read Paolo Coelho’s Eleven Minutes? It says there that “we are, each of us, responsible for our own feelings and cannot blame someone else for what we feel” (or something like that hehe) … and i think he’s right, i couldn’t have put it any way better … i say indulge … wallow into the feeling of love/hurt, cuddle the love and nurse the pain … but don’t ever EVER lose yourself…🙂

     
    • Carizza

      July 28, 2010 at 7:56 am

      Nice! I like this! This is the best wake-up call I’ve had today! Thanks to you.😀

       
  4. Joyo

    July 25, 2010 at 7:39 pm

    hahaha inlababo ka girl… hinay hinay lang, dapat kahit naglalakbay ang utak mo, bukas ang isip mo ha…

     
    • Carizza

      July 26, 2010 at 8:40 am

      Huwaaw.

      Ano pong ibig sabihin nun?

       
  5. kayedee

    July 25, 2010 at 4:48 pm

    inlab p din? ahaha. ay nosebleed p dn eheheh.
    musta n carizza? ^^

     
    • Carizza

      July 26, 2010 at 8:39 am

      HAHA. Ewan ko, ewan ko. Di ko talaga alam. HAHA. Naguguluhan din ako sa nararamdaman ko.

      Nosebleed naman to hehe. Salamat pala sa pag-add sa FB. Hehehe.😀

       
  6. Hazel

    July 24, 2010 at 8:35 am

    Ako! Ako ang isa sa mga unang willing na gumising sayo sa katotohanan!😄

     
    • Carizza

      July 24, 2010 at 6:36 pm

      Wow, grabe. Base ka na naman. HAHA.

      Talaga, gusto mo talaga iuntog ulo ko? Hmmmm…. Sige, pag nagkita tayo.🙂

       
      • Hazel

        July 24, 2010 at 6:58 pm

        Ahaha, sorry naman. Pagbabasa ng mga blogs bumubuhay sa akin pag sobrang stress sa acads.😛
        😄 Kahit di naman iuntog, sapakin nalang. Joke. Pero ayun, ingat lang baka mamaya sobrang mastress ka na naman.

        Sana pala magkita nga tayo.😀

         
      • Carizza

        July 25, 2010 at 9:25 am

        HAHA, buti naman di ka nasstress sa kababasa ng mga posts kong emotae. AHAHA.

        Gah, true ngayon pa lang stressed na ko. HAHA. Gago xa e. Tahaha.

        Oo naman, haler. Nagkita nga tayo one time diba?😀

         

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