What I Felt

14 Apr

Do you know the feeling when you’re two seconds away from an orgasm and you just know that you’ll see the white light soon and then race to catch your breath and then, just like that, the organ or the toy that was supposed to satisfy your sexual urge just instantly stopped?

I don’t.

But I think it’s the perfect concretion to what I felt when our trips were canceled. (Gee, cancelled is with a single L?)

Yep, there’s nothing sexual or pornographic here. Just pure of-that feeling. I could’ve chosen to allude to the feeling of excitedly buying kutsinta (Yes, I love kutsinta…) but just when you’ve plated those cute little Reese’s-shaped delicacies, ready to munch on and take them all in, you realize that you forgot the niyog that gives life to its taste (…but never without the niyog.), but the feeling I’m trying to get to you is more than just staring at those buns, drooling with so much regret.

It’s a feeling of disappointment, anguish and internal combustion that you just want to explode.

Damn, I’m so caught up I can’t even finish this post. BTW, I don’t know if orgasm is a noun or a verb so bear with the misuse.


Posted by on April 14, 2010 in Uncategorized


26 responses to “What I Felt

  1. aron

    April 16, 2010 at 2:40 pm

    Waw! You got me on the orgasm thing.. hehe!

    Hey, I have browse some of your blog and must say you have an awesome blog! I see the interaction and the sincerity.
    I hope u dont mind if I include you too in my blogroll, you can include mine too if you like.

    Nevertheless, It was awesome! keep writing


    • Carizza

      April 16, 2010 at 7:38 pm

      Aw! Sorry about that, it was just an experiment. :))

      Thanks BTW. I’m adding you to the list. 😀

  2. sors88

    April 16, 2010 at 2:26 pm

    ganda po ng blog mo

    • Carizza

      April 16, 2010 at 7:04 pm

      Ng blog ko? Eh, theme lang po yan. Hehehehe.

  3. maelfatalis is in the sky with diamonds

    April 16, 2010 at 8:40 am

    mas ok sana kung nearing the climax of eating the kutsinta. Ewan ko kung marumi at malkiot at tigang lang ako kaya iba ang naisip ko ng mabasa ko ang salitang orgasm at napabukas ang mata ko dahil sabi mo bata ka pa para diyan o, ewan. =))

    Pero nakatikim ka na ba ng kutsinta na may cocojam? Sarap din yun!

    • Carizza

      April 16, 2010 at 6:54 pm

      Ang haba nung sentence nalula ako. AHAHA. Trying hard nga lang ako tignan mo yung gawa ko run-on sentence na hindi naman sensible. HAHA. Pero ano ba naisip mo dun sa orgasm? Share. 😀

      Hindi pa. Di kasi ako mahilig sa coco jam. HAHAHA. Sige try ko din one time. 😀

  4. eloiski

    April 16, 2010 at 1:11 am

    hakhak akala ko rated x na to nagulat pa ako sa orgasm na yan. kutsinta pala. hakhak. ang sarap niyan. maraming ganyan dito sa amin. magsasawa ka!

    • Carizza

      April 16, 2010 at 6:52 pm

      Maraming ano? Orgasm? Nyaha. Joke. 😀

      San ba yan? Penge namaaaaaaan. Gusto ko maraming niyooooooooooooog. 😀

  5. Lust

    April 15, 2010 at 7:43 pm

    yung feeling na sobrang excited tapos hindi natuloy? sarap pumatay baga

    • Carizza

      April 16, 2010 at 6:52 pm

      Pumatay baga. HAHA. Pinag-isipan ko pa ng matagal bago ko na-gets. 😛

  6. meeyamia

    April 15, 2010 at 5:00 pm

    Wow, naging english grammar/spelling lessons yung comments, :D.

    Every action there is an opposite reaction (Physics?)

    May dadating na mas maganda… hintay lang ng konti..

    • Carizza

      April 16, 2010 at 6:51 pm

      HAHA. Sorry lang kase.

      Bat naging Physics naman ngayon? Newton’s Third Law ba yan? Or kung pang-ilan man. Hoho.

      Sana nga. Two weeks na lang wala na kaming manager e.

  7. Maldito

    April 15, 2010 at 10:49 am

    ay….yung orgasm depende sa gamit. pwdeng verb..pwdeng noun…hehehhe..
    ganyan talaga ang feeling ng nabibitin. nakakasakit ng ulo.

    • Carizza

      April 15, 2010 at 11:37 am

      Nakakasakit ng ulo? My friends tell me that it’s medicine for headache. Or wait, yung feeling pala ng nabibitin yung sinabi mo. HAHA.

      Oh, thanks pala for clearing that. 😀

  8. missbroken

    April 15, 2010 at 9:10 am

    wehh. i love kutsinta too… but i haven’t eaten kutsinta fo almosta a year now.. wish i coud by some..

    • Carizza

      April 15, 2010 at 11:34 am

      Wee! I eat kutsinta at most twice a year. So I’m like sabik when I get to eat them that I can finish a whole pack. HAHA.

      • missbroken

        April 16, 2010 at 1:15 pm

        carissa.. kahapun ko pa nga lang nasasabi na gusto ko uli makatikim ng kustinta.. ayun na.. nadinig ni lord.. nakakain nga ako kahapun… wahahaha. ang saya…

      • Carizza

        April 16, 2010 at 7:04 pm

        Rar inggit ako! Hindi na kasi kami pumupunta ng palengke e. Tapos pag sa sm naman ako nagpapabili ayaw. Andayaaaaaa.

  9. aperockstar

    April 15, 2010 at 4:31 am

    I thought both cancelled and canceled are technically correct. Its just a variation thing.

    anyway, I know how much it stings pag hindi natutuloy ang lakad. Its hurts like someone just broke up with you. san ba ang punta niyo dapat?

    • Carizza

      April 15, 2010 at 11:33 am

      I got confused when a red line appeared under cancelled when I typed it. See, there it is again!

      It’s true! I almost cried in anger and pain. I could be overly dramatic, I know but raaaaaaaarrrrr. Upto now, nanggigigil pa rin ako.

      There were lots of choices: Palawan, Subic, Baguio, Pagudpud, Boracay, Antique, Batangas and Tagaytay.

      We can’t even go to Tagaytay that was just 2-3 hours from here. Agh!

  10. raspberryreich

    April 14, 2010 at 8:25 pm

    Perfect similes/metaphors, haha.

    It does suck when you get overly excited over something and then you end up being disappointed from the results or from it not happening. Boo.

    Where were you supposed to go anyway?

    And, yes, orgasm is a noun XD.

    • Carizza

      April 15, 2010 at 11:26 am

      Perfect is relative, don’t you think so? I was actually really unsure if I said that “right”. LOL.

      Ah, really. What sucks even more is that this trip was planned since June last year. You can only imagine the excitement that built up during all those months.

      Palawan could have been my paradise. But all hope is gone. 😦

      I wanted to search for its meaning on the net, but I was too scared that my brother might catch me. HAHA.

  11. slaveboi

    April 14, 2010 at 3:57 pm

    I LOVE the analogy. 😉 Bravo. :p

    And apir, I also love kutsinta! Wee.

    Don’t get to hung up on the canceled trip. Something even more AWESOME might be in store for you. 😉

    • Carizza

      April 15, 2010 at 11:21 am

      I actually think it’s not so effective, the analogy.

      LOL, but I don’t eat puto. Is that ironic?

      Aynako, I dropped my hopes, stalkee. My father’s leaving soon. So there’s no more trip in store.

  12. orville

    April 14, 2010 at 1:33 pm

    i think it’s a noun.. hehe
    ganda naman ng illustration..
    at first iniisip ko SR ata to hehe..


    • Carizza

      April 15, 2010 at 11:16 am

      What’s SR? Don’t tell me it’s one of those gaming words that I so dislike. HAHA.

      Hi orville. 😀


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