I know exactly what I need right now.

12 Apr

I need to stop telling myself that if you give it your best, you can have what you want.

I need to stop believing that things can go as planned, if you polish the way.

I need to stop dreaming that my dreams can be at the palm of my hands.

I need to stop trusting that I can change what I am right now.

I need to give up this forced engineer’s life.


Posted by on April 12, 2010 in I'm Dead Serious.


6 responses to “I know exactly what I need right now.

  1. maelfatalis is in the sky with diamonds

    April 13, 2010 at 10:19 am

    Why quit love? Mind if i ask? Yan din kasi ang tema ko sa last post ko. T.T

  2. slaveboi

    April 13, 2010 at 10:12 am

    This makes me sad.

    But hey, if you need the break, then take it. I’ll miss you, most definitely. I hope you come out of your hiatus a happier “Riz”.

  3. aperockstar

    April 13, 2010 at 4:08 am

    I’m sorry to hear about your current state of mind Carizza. I hope you can get your groove abck soon. and yeah, changing your URL would be the first thing you should do if you really want to get out of this whole engineering clusterfuck. but I aint gonna sugarcoat this, but life will be twice as tough if you quit now.

  4. meeyamia

    April 12, 2010 at 7:16 pm

    why do I feel like it’s shifting time? Dang, life’s tough, gotta think about new blog URL. Jk, cheer up, whatever happened, I’m sure people around you (and read about you, like me) will support you, what ever you choose to do. Take Care!!!!!

    • Carizza

      April 12, 2010 at 7:19 pm

      I’m not shifting.

      I’m quitting school.

      Probably going in hiatus with blogging, too.

      But thanks for that.

      • meeyamia

        April 13, 2010 at 9:16 am

        Big decision, good luck. it’s a shame you’re going in hiatus with blogging, as well. If I were i’d blog more. Different strokes for different folks, I guess. Be strong.


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